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Something silly (notifications again)
I need to admit to something really silly here, I broke up with The Boyfriend because of notifications. I was thinking about our relationship and was dissatisfied and then read online about a woman who ended a relationship because it didn’t bring her fulfilment any more and I somehow decided I need to do the…
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Love is not sufficient
One thing that I didn’t mention yet is, that I didn’t want to be with The Boyfriend because of my blog. I like blogging more and more, it gave me new lease of life. But I realised that The Boyfriend, although supportive of the idea in general, wouldn’t be interested in revealing his identity if…
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Okay, not okay
It happened. I had to email The Boyfriend first as I was thinking that if I wait for him to email first and then don’t respond and wait till he asks me why I went quiet, that may easily last till tomorrow, or who knows, maybe even longer and I’d be agonising over it. I…
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Break up story continues
It’s probably strange to discuss break up on a blog but I was already explaining that my blog is to record how I think and feel and this is an important part to discuss as I don’t seem to agree with any advice regarding breaking up that I found online this morning. First of all,…
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There were things happening lately…
That is what neurotypical people say when they had something going on but don’t want to discuss that. So that is what happened to me. I didn’t sleep the entire night thinking about what I should do. I think I may need to break up with The Boyfriend. It’s difficult. I still love him but…
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Eureka! (Other people perspective)
This is a continuation of my last post where I commented how my diagnostician casually mentioned I can’t see other people perspective but refused to elaborate on that and this, with time, made me focused on exactly that – other people perspective. I have no idea where my diagnostician got that from. The assessment wasn’t…
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I feel emotional
I’m back in my B&B after spending most of the day outside. Weymouth is beautiful. I had loads of walks, ate cake for lunch and drank large glass of wine in the afternoon. It was a good day overall. I may go out later again to get something to eat but it depends on how…
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Croissants and yoghurt – continuation
Ok, just a quick post as I’m really tired today. I barely had any sleep last night, that’s how bad the mattress in the previous hotel was. Now I’m in Weymouth and trying to rest but I feel like the whole idea of blogging about autism specific communication is suddenly overwhelming me. Possibly there is…
Autistic and me 