Tag: mental health
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How I developed my third episode
Ok, that hasn’t been discussed yet. Somehow all three episodes are connected to issues with employment. The only difference is that in case of Home Group, and then the other employer – learning disability care provider – the employers were clearly to blame. With Fessey House the problem was, they seemed too good to be […]
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Further report – 16.45
Taking zopiclone during the day didn’t put me to sleep but calmed me down a lot, without making me drowsy. I managed to draft my personal statement for uni application, it just needs to be re read and edited. And then Zoe, my care coordinator called to say what the plan is for the weekend […]
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Now I want to express myself through art, but it has to be on a really large canvas and
The Range only had medium sizes. Small canvases were really suffocating but I felt I was being responsible by playing small when not having experience.
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Certain things should never had happened to me
Or anybody. But they did. How do I continue – life: sh*t plus sh*t. I want more but can’t never get it. Ever. I’m not British enough and too autistic. And not very lucky but still lucky enough to get through it somehow.
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I diagnosed myself with rebound mania
I was stagnant for too long. Is taking zopiclone during the day a good idea? I just did. Will I sink in the bath tube? God forbid! How long for? Please!
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Effective altruism (in Swindon)
I’m not sure if I understand the concept correctly but it seems to be about praising people and organisations that do good. I normally complain here about various options of support that seem to be available in the UK, but when one (especially an autistic one) reaches out, it turns out there’s nothing substantial there […]
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Who called for that ambulance?
So, hospital staff was hinting me it was my neighbour who called them. They said they were told I was wandering outside during the night – which I certainly wasn’t; I then thought it was my neighbour who exaggerated to get me help quicker. But maybe it’s the NHS who made it all up, the […]
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Home at least
But only till the late afternoon… It’s Queen’s funeral today. I’m not British but I still think it’s sad she passed away. I mean she had a great and long life, however, part of me was hoping she’s going to live for another 20 years. Or, forever, possibly? It reminds me when Jan Paul II […]
Autistic and me 