Tag: relationship with food
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Mania
1. Someone on my Facebook bipolar group asked how we experience mania, so I said this: ‘I don’t experience mania as such; I go almost straight to psychosis and after two days I have police drugging me out of my flat. After psychosis I’m hypomaniac for a bit which means high productivity, energy and creativity,…
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My healthy diet
Just before Christmas I signed up for a dieting course with psycho dietitian Mikołaj Choroszyński. What I love about living in a different country to the one I was born is that I can choose what’s best in both of those countries instead of being stuck with what doesn’t work for me. Mr Choroszyński works…
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Word count
I finished polishing my uni assignment today and guess what? We were meant to write 2000 words and the word ‘around’ wasn’t included in the brief. I was obviously worried that if I write 1900 it may be too little while 2100 may be too many so I monitored my word count very closely and,…
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John said he missed me
And those two words made me feel like he really is on my side; like if he’s waiting for me to get better. You see, communicating with a depressed autistic person is really not that difficult. He also said I may need to go to a doctor. But I don’t want to; it would mean…
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Do you remember how I went on a diet last winter?
It was probably February. I wasn’t trying any particular diet, I just wanted to eat less. It may sometimes be unclear how many calories I consume because I can eat very little for a few days and then have normal meals followed by chocolate and a sausage roll. Still, I’d say majority of days I…
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Have you grown up or given up?
1. It was just yesterday that I’ve become aware of the above quote by Danny Rowland, The Pavement Poet. He apparently travels a lot within the UK or even abroad to write his poetry on pavements. I wonder now if he has a good life? It certainly seems like he is a free spirit. I…
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Follow the flow of what?
This is just another post about my digital detox, and I didn’t want to call it just ‘digital detox’ while ‘feeling a bit better’ doesn’t seem appropriate in case I’ll feel worse again soon. I really do not know what is symptom of what, and that is the problem, but since yesterday evening I feel…
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Easter food
Ok, Easter was a few weeks ago but I only finished my chocolate egg at the end of last week. Also around Easter I decided I have to try to eat a bit more, maybe I’m not loosing weight because I eat too little, I thought – yes, I did hear those theories. Possibly though…
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‘E’ ruined everything
As Ashley Peterson, a fellow blogger, pointed out in her comment yesterday, the film with Juliette Binoche is called Chocolat, and not how I thought Chocolate. And who knows, possibly the ‘e’ at the end was the reason why my request to join eating disorder support Facebook group has been declined. It’s hard to say,…
Autistic and me 