Tag: employment
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Croissants and yoghurt (what will I eat tomorrow?)
Ok, so I’m in Portland after the first day of my training for live in care job and I’m having second thoughts. That’s how it often works for me: I don’t know how I feel about something till I’m just about to do it. As I mentioned on the blog I used to really like…
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Is it possible to forget how to work?
I feel a bit moody today and like if I lost my confidence. The last couple of months were certainly good for my creativity and to get rid of stress I was under almost constantly but I also feel like I kept myself in my autistic bubble a lot (well, that is probably why I…
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Work training (and dodgy Booking.com host)
I’m going for my work training next week. The training is in Portland which is a small town in Dorset and the closest train station is Weymouth. Training takes place on Tuesday and Wednesday so I have to go there on Monday as I wouldn’t be able to get there on Tuesday morning, it is…
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Yes, I have a driving licence (but I do not drive)
And anyway, it’s only provisional… ok, I’ll come back to this part later. Since I bought my subscription to PicsArt on the 10th of December last year, I seriously didn’t anticipate this may ever happen, but I don’t want to do any more art at the moment. Not forever, oh no, I’m sure I’ll come…
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Mulled wine
I can see I didn’t post for a few days and, unfortunately, I think I may need to lower the frequency of my posts. This is all due to my pattern obsession. I continue with my Christmas job in a supermarket, I’m off today but I’ll be back tomorrow. I am surprised how well I…
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Obsession continues
I woke up at 4am today, which was not extremely early as I went to sleep before 9am yesterday. I am, however, wondering, if I start doing my patterns that early in the morning, will I not teach my brain that waking me up early will bring a reward? I wonder if brain can plan…
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My pursuit of patterns is making me unwell
I remember when I just started primary school, so I was 5 and a half, we were told to draw an autumn outdoor scene and suddenly I decided to add an unidentified object in the middle of my drawing: it was shaped like an egg, but it wasn’t meant to be an egg. It wasn’t…
Autistic and me 