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Sexual abuse and communication (what my mum used to say)
Ok, I felt a bit uncomfortable while deciding if I should blog about it or not, but then I blog about life as an autistic female and sexuality is part of life, isn’t it? So it shouldn’t be omitted. There is some talk about sexuality and autistic females online already and I find it all…
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Something silly (notifications again)
I need to admit to something really silly here, I broke up with The Boyfriend because of notifications. I was thinking about our relationship and was dissatisfied and then read online about a woman who ended a relationship because it didn’t bring her fulfilment any more and I somehow decided I need to do the…
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Love is not sufficient
One thing that I didn’t mention yet is, that I didn’t want to be with The Boyfriend because of my blog. I like blogging more and more, it gave me new lease of life. But I realised that The Boyfriend, although supportive of the idea in general, wouldn’t be interested in revealing his identity if…
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Okay, not okay
It happened. I had to email The Boyfriend first as I was thinking that if I wait for him to email first and then don’t respond and wait till he asks me why I went quiet, that may easily last till tomorrow, or who knows, maybe even longer and I’d be agonising over it. I…
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Break up story continues
It’s probably strange to discuss break up on a blog but I was already explaining that my blog is to record how I think and feel and this is an important part to discuss as I don’t seem to agree with any advice regarding breaking up that I found online this morning. First of all,…
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There were things happening lately…
That is what neurotypical people say when they had something going on but don’t want to discuss that. So that is what happened to me. I didn’t sleep the entire night thinking about what I should do. I think I may need to break up with The Boyfriend. It’s difficult. I still love him but…
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Eureka! (Other people perspective)
This is a continuation of my last post where I commented how my diagnostician casually mentioned I can’t see other people perspective but refused to elaborate on that and this, with time, made me focused on exactly that – other people perspective. I have no idea where my diagnostician got that from. The assessment wasn’t…
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I feel emotional
I’m back in my B&B after spending most of the day outside. Weymouth is beautiful. I had loads of walks, ate cake for lunch and drank large glass of wine in the afternoon. It was a good day overall. I may go out later again to get something to eat but it depends on how…