Tag: intuition
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Herd vs lonely
Ok, so what is the difference between A&E observation unit and a proper mental hospital? Mind you those are very likey to be different for different countries or even hospitals. After I got taken to A&E sometimes last week, I got placed into Observation unit (it didn’t actually state observation is due to bad mental […]
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Being creative
Just a few days ago I started having an impression that creating patterns the way I did so far, purely from my Redecor designs, is not enough of a creative challenge any more. It was good to learn this way as I doubt I’d be able to approach digital art in any different way – […]
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Disabling language
I read a few times, here and there, that neurotypicals have instinct that they use to talk to people, to connect with them and to manage social situations in general. That did sound a lot like we’re, autistics, are hopeless in those area. I accepted it like that when I read it. It even made […]
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Should we be allowed to just be ourselves
I didn’t post yesterday, but this was only because I was giving my website a bit of a break from me, after those emotional 3 days. It’s Sunday today, almost 1pm (when I was writing the first draftof this post). John visited me but he’s already gone! I did notice that he talks differently to […]
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Feeling panicky about my trip tomorrow
A few hours ago I received email through Booking.com that my hostel reservation has been cancelled. The property called me a few minutes later to confirm and stated that they had a large group of students coming and are overbooked. That never happened to me before. I started thinking, whether, possibly they were told by […]
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Does Law of Attraction work?
I just saw this ad on my block sudoku game: Law of Attraction really works. That’s why you’re completely broke. And I thought: I’m not broke. Are you telling me that I can be? Strange how mind works, isn’t it? Anyway, how ads work is that they display content similar to what one interacted with […]
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‘That’s how I was brought up’
I came up with this type of response if someone at work will be asking me about stuff that I don’t want to discuss. ‘I don’t discuss my relationship status/financial situation/food choices with people that I don’t know well. That’s how I was brought up.’ That should hopefully give people a hint that 1. They […]
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Should I stop trying to be nice?
That’s what I’ve been thinking: a lot of my problems with people is caused by me trying to be ‘nice’ and comply with social rules that they choose for the conversation. For example I answer questions that I don’t want to answer only because they asked. And it doesn’t bring me anywhere, I didn’t make […]
Autistic and me 