Mum told me today that she has a gut feeling that everything will be well. She wasn’t sure at all what that could mean exactly and when that could happen, just that it will.

Sometimes I think her entire understanding of reality is based on gut feelings as she just doesn’t understand facts. I remember how, around 10 years ago, we went to Paris and she claimed she had a feeling how to get to Moulin Rouge when I tried to work it out with a map. She also used to have gut feelings about her favourite bank employee, this one who’s in prison now for fraud.

I can see how that can easily be explained by her being elderly, but she was always like that, since I remember. At the same time however I can see her memory is not as good as it used to be.

My ID was not ready today. Hopefully I will get it next week, but it can be up to 13th of October. I really hope it won’t be that long.

I was hoping to write about how I process frustration, but I guess that will be in another post as it feels too difficult now.