That’s what one of Redecor challenges is called. I read it and thought I want magic too. But magic is not going to happen.

My brother now says he doesn’t want my share of the house, even though it would come with a small piece of land that he could sell. He probably decided it’s better for him to use the house to threaten me that things need doing and then at some point I’ll still give it all back to him, when he wants it, as I’d be fed up.

I need to go to the council and see what my options are, possibly giving my share to the council is not a bad idea? Although it feels quite extreme, I wanted to have roots and now I am considering giving my share to the council? That doesn’t make any sense.

I guess, if my brother doesn’t change his mind I can see how things are going but I don’t really have much hope.

I feel so tired and stressed I can barely think. This house is so unpleasant now, I find it impossible to relax.

If I could at least go back to my own flat for a week and then come back here and deal with the rest, it wouldn’t feel that bad.

It’s raining again. I feel cold and I crave proper dinner. I suppose I could always cook something, just two portions, so that it doesn’t look like I want my brother to starve.