I just started feeling hungry. I’m not really eating much now, there’s no food in the house, my brother disconnected the fridge a while ago to save electricity. I decided I won’t be using it too because he’d start expecting I don’t know what in that fridge, but it means I’m playing the same game my mum used to play. She wouldn’t buy any nice food because my brother would take it for granted but it then means she wouldn’t have it too.

I’m really hungry now, I want schabowy with some shredded beetroot and potatoes. But the only thing I can actually have is bread with strawberry jam.

I may actually consider taking zopiclone, but I’ll wait another 30 minutes. Or maybe I’ll try Redecor? I suppose I deserve it, after everything that I’ve been through.