I just checked.
The pass mark was 50% and I received 45%. I don’t actually know what was wrong with it, I can’t find any feedback. Possibly the problem was that I criticised a theory I was meant to praise; I don’t know, I didn’t find an explanation for it. And anyway if that was the reason, it wouldn’t be written there, would it, or at least not so directly.
I now feel strangely free, you know? It was a good experience and I suppose I needed to try to find out that academia is not for me. If I don’t believe in something I won’t be praising it; that’s why.
I can now continue my study to the end of the module without expecting refund and worrying about that stupid online withdrawal form I tried to fill in yesterday that didn’t work.
Was it worth the money? Well… some people spend more on alcohol each year and I barely ever drink.
I don’t have to study any more. I can do whatever I bloody want.