It will actually be a year in a few days since I got sacked. Now, guess what? That company found my CV on Indeed and they now want me back.

This is too much to process at the moment, with all my diagnosis drama. I may need to go to the ice cream place later and maybe that will bring a different perspective but for now I’m at home, doing the digital images.

My psychiatric nurse didn’t respond to my request (I asked for ‘doesn’t identify as autistic any more’ to be added to my medical file).

I am getting quite uncomfortable. I really want to get rid of that stupid diagnosis. It brought me nothing but trouble.

I mean, ok, the understanding that I’m oversensitive to noise and don’t understand social situations well is good, but self awareness was enough for me to get there. I didn’t need an official label to confirm that.

It seems to me that some people assume that I don’t understand people at all. Others think that me and my boyfriend don’t work. And fair enough, they won’t be able to understand everything, it’s just not possible. There’s so many conditions that I don’t understand and don’t spend time to understand, simply because I just don’t have the time.