Autistic and me

I don’t quite know how that happened. Just a few weeks ago me and John agreed to go back to dating on a ‘we will see how it goes’ basis and today I feel I’m in love with him again. We spent such a lovely time together, doing absolutely nothing, all the heavy energy between us is gone and I was even considering moving in with him at some point! It will take a while before that happens as both ouf us need a lot of space so we’d need to buy a larger house but everything seems really different suddenly.

I got invited to see him next weekend, which should be after his home improvement finished and I can’t wait.

Emotions are confusing, aren’t they? More often than not things seem to be going bad between people who were together for a bit and rebuilding relationship is not considered an easy task, and look, a surprise! Maybe we are meant to be together then?

I must say I am a bit confused by that change. I’m not complaining though.