It is difficult for me, you know? Poland and Ukraine are neighbours and Kiyv is a beautiful city – I never visited but my mum was there and she loved it.

And this way the war reminds me of the fact that I’d never speak with my mum again. That I didn’t ask her about things that were important or that I forgot (what’s so beautiful about Kiyv? I don’t remember any more).

It’s too much for me. I really do hope this is going to end soon. And the fact I don’t write about it doesn’t mean I don’t care. I only prefer not to think about it. I do hope the war will end soon.