Tag: workplace bullying
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Still anonymous
I have to say that I stopped taking my ‘anonymity’ seriously – it seems like it’s just a hiding game now. People can still read on the blog which country I’m from, which village I was brought up in, what job I do, where I live now and even how tall I am. And of […]
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I woke up feeling sad this morning
It is said that we, autistics, have difficulties with recognising our feelings. I can recognise at least some of them, I can definitely recognise sadness, anger and fear. But the problem is that I don’t understand why recognising our feelings is supposed to be so important. It seems to me that if I was unable […]
Magda Regula
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You can’t discharge me!
This is a post directed towards my mental health partnership trust. I was told earlier on that I may be discharged sometimes towards the spring, if things go well. But they are not well at all: I told my nurse yesterday to take me off that monitoring and again, she’s not too bothered. What is […]
Magda Regula
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Home Group post me a letter
Seriously, where I take all this content from? I thought that blogging will be difficult but after getting used to the fact that I’m putting myself out there, I have so much to say! Every part of my life wants to be on the blog. Almost every… you know what I mean. When I was […]
Magda Regula
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Am I on monitoring?
That was my general impression when I went to Poland during my first psychotic episode in 2017. There were things happening to me that were really strange but made me feel safe – which is exactly the opposite of patients experience during psychosis. I could talk about it for a bit but to make long […]
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Stillness
That will be just a quick post, possibly without any patterns, but I will see how I feel later. I just got back from Weymouth, it was a great trip and the town is beautiful but it was also all very emotionally intense. As a result of all my thinking I realised I need to […]
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Weymouth (dieting is my new hobby, and a Good Lawyer story)
I’m in Weymouth and the day is really nice today, sunny and warm. It makes me feel like I’m a really lucky person, I mean the fact that the weather got better as I came here. Hopefully it will stay like this for tomorrow. I’m in a pub now where I’m one of two customers […]
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Punishment – a bad idea
I had a lovely Christmas with The Boyfriend – I will not be describing how our Christmas are different from neurotypical people Christmas as I think it would not really add much to understanding of our needs, but possibly, when I become an established blogger I may add a few words on that, if somebody […]
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What I know about neurotypicals (I think Cambridge University blocked my incoming emails)
So, basically I used to worry that the longer I blog, the less I will have to share. It seems, however, like the opposite happens: the more I write about autism, the more I notice about myself and the more it is to report, I need to prioritise some stuff over other and therefore the […]
Magda Regula
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My flat
At the moment I have ideas for at least 3 posts: Whether IT really is a good job for autistic people (spoiler alert: I don’t think it is) Why I needed to see how the testing nipple looked like on my gas meter before calling my gas supplier How I was sectioned in 2019 And, […]
Autistic and me 