Tag: workplace bullying
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Collective illusion
So, I was meant to make some changes to my blogging patterns: reduce the frequency of posting and stop commenting on my thoughts, as I had the idea that I already came up with all the thoughts that I could possibly have, but then it somehow turns out new things are still appearing on my…
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Communication from the system perspective
I think I already mentioned here the concept that I call ‘communication from the system perspective’. I think that would be very useful to know for parents of autistic kids. Possibly for partners of autistic adults a little bit too, but obviously adults judge situations differently. So basically communication from a personal perspective would be…
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My head is about to explode
That’s how I feel, and I’m sorry to say that. My psychiatric nurse decided not to discharge me just yet. I presume that was because of me pointing out to her that she can’t do that if she thinks I’m paranoid. So yes, she is worried about my paranoia. But then she said that she…
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What is happening around me?
Today in the morning I decided I need to finally talk seriously with Mr Henderson so I sent the following email: I had to take two screenshots as one just wasn’t enough. I mean the email was bigger than my tablet screen. At first I felt very pleased with myself but again, I didn’t know…
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Reality check
1. As I said a few times here, in my world everything is connected on the instinctive level, for that reason I decided to ask Mr Henderson for a reality check yesterday. I mean, am I under speech and language therapy, or not. I did it in a way that could have implied I’m one…
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Should art be free?
1. I was thinking to make my art available for free forever. Some of them, although they may look complicated, only took me a few minutes to do, so it feels like it’s not fair to expect people to pay for them. I also worry that if I try to sell, it will change my…
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Welfare check
Trigger warning: contains upsetting language, mention of suicide and murder 1. I’m not psychotic yet. I went to the pharmacy yesterday around lunch time and collected my olanzapine. I took 5mg immediately and another 5mg in the evening. I had a long nap in the afternoon and good sleep during the night. I woke up…
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£900k
And now I think it’s the time to reveal the last detail about what really happened in Home Group employment tribunal claim. Do you know how I collected the most important evidence? By making myself look like crazy on purpose. The purpose of the bulling campaign where I was a victim was to make me…
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My thoughts
As I mentioned here several times, I use Sleep School technique through their app to improve my sleep. It works very well on a regular day and I managed to cut down my falling asleep time from 2h to 5 minutes and I also sleep significantly longer. However, when I get triggered by something I…
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Choose your battles wisely
I wonder how long I will be able to stick to my original plan of recording my thoughts on the blog? It may be difficult when the blog gets a bit of recognition. Up to a point I think it is a good exercise: neurotypicals don’t share all their thoughts with the environment and we…
Autistic and me 