Tag: The Boyfriend
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Can this be covid?
Normally, when I have a cold, it is pretty mild but this is absolutely awful! 4 days ago free PCR tests stopped being available so I thought, let me get a LFT one, but then Lloyd’s pharmacy website states those are for people who have no symptoms. I don’t understand! I doubt in this state…
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Attachment styles and autism – part two
I posted my question about attachment styles and autism to my females with autism Facebook group and a lady who’s also working on hers asked me a very good question: why I want to change my attachment style. And that made everything clear to me: I want to change my attachment style because numerous articles…
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Attachment styles and autism
I am sure most of you heard about attachment styles in relationship. There are main four: secure, avoidant, anxious and disorganised. I am confused about what are autistic behaviours and what are attachment styles. I am well aware I wouldn’t call my attachment style a secure one, but then, a few years ago I was…
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I’m in love
I don’t quite know how that happened. Just a few weeks ago me and John agreed to go back to dating on a ‘we will see how it goes’ basis and today I feel I’m in love with him again. We spent such a lovely time together, doing absolutely nothing, all the heavy energy between…
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Autism and emotions – Purple Ella
I just found this video made by Purple Ella, an autism advocate and entrepreneur. I find it very interesting when Ella said that when she feels negative emotions she needs to find a problem and will attribute this problem to that emotion and then tries to deal with this problem. It’s interesting that Ella knows…
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I’m back to being myself
My ‘being anonymous’ experiment lasted for almost a week and I don’t think I liked it. It shows though that I have no ability to predict how I will feel in a new situation. I went anonymous because it was suggested as a solution to my workplace problems by two ladies in my autism group.…
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Star wars (the first day after my ‘manifesting’ attempts)
I’m rushing to say that I feel quite ok today. The fear that I’ll spend the rest of my life in bed is mostly, although not entirely gone. It bothers me a little bit that visualisation is always associated with New Age, as this is certainly not what I am interested in and want to…
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‘I find your lack of cheer disturbing’
I’ve heard it’s Valentines day today? And I’m single. Not that I was ever bothered too much when I was in a relationship. Me and John spoke twice last week: the first time we were talking about possibly getting back together but we couldn’t agree on how that would look like. Only then I had…
Autistic and me 