Tag: mum
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‘Mum, I can’t come over now’
That’s what I was thinking today about my trip to Poland. That I wanted to tell mum that I won’t be coming due to the difficult situation there and I wanted to hear her say that that’s ok and she’ll cope. Those thoughts came to me a few times and every time it took me […]
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I’m cleaning
After deciding to take an Ukrainian refugee I am surprised to feel like I gained some control of the situation. Which is obviously not true, the situation of the people of Ukraine will be exactly the same, but I feel better, so that is something. Today it was actually the first time when I cried […]
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Should I learn to drive? (probably not)
I had this idea yesterday that it’s finally time to learn to drive. How I came up with that was probably because the only pattern I can see in lifes of successful people, who have something exciting going on for them, is that they are drivers. And, as I didn’t see any other pattern, it […]
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It was a difficult day
I think my emotions finally woke up and I find it difficult to manage them. I mean, I’d probably look perfectly normal to you, as an autistic person at least – I spent almost entire day playing my block sudoku game. I’m quite scared of putting it away, I think it may be because, when […]
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My dream
I had a dream that I came to the care home to collect mum for leave. It took a while to get her meds right and I watched TV news while waiting, where I found out that my cousin, who is a nurse, was taken to employment tribunal by her employer for being disrespectful to […]
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How I really feel?
I noticed the last couple of days that my blog posts become significantly shorter. I seem to stop analysing my feelings. And in fact I don’t feel that drama in my chest that I used to feel when things didn’t go according to plan. So if I don’t feel drama, I don’t need to post […]
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Quick update on my sleep
So yesterday I did a meditation from School Sleep app around lunch time and didn’t do any standard meditation (by standard meditation I mean this one where we’re supposed to force ourselves to relax). Later on I still found it difficult to drift off to sleep peacefully, even though I was tired, but I didn’t […]
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This is post 500
View this post on Instagram A post shared by Magda Regula (@magda_regula) The above is my Redecor design from this morning. It’s really cute with this painting, wouldn’t you agree? Ok, you probably wouldn’t, I get it. As I say about most of my Redecor designs, I wouldn’t want to live there but it would […]
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Does Law of Attraction work?
I just saw this ad on my block sudoku game: Law of Attraction really works. That’s why you’re completely broke. And I thought: I’m not broke. Are you telling me that I can be? Strange how mind works, isn’t it? Anyway, how ads work is that they display content similar to what one interacted with […]
Autistic and me 