Tag: fraud
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Coping with negative emotions
So yesterday I told myself that today I’ll write a letter to my mum’s bank. And today I woke up after only 4h of sleep. I didn’t feel anxious, I felt depressed, like if nothing made sense any more. It’s a substantial amount of money that has been stolen. Not high enough to buy even […]
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4.30am
I went to sleep around 9.30pm yesterday, so that still gives me sensible amount of sleep. I woke up without feeling anxious but then started planning in my head what to write to mum’s bank and that set off anxiety. For those of you who only started reading now let me give you quick update: […]
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I forgot to keep playing
Yesterday I was fairly busy during the day so I didn’t go to see mum. I don’t know if I explained that her new care home is a few kilometres away from town, in the middle of nowhere? I could have probably gone towards the afternoon but I remember how tired and quiet she was […]
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Nightime anxiety
I woke up feeling that I had it all sorted when then suddenly realised my mum was victim of fraud and her bank completely ignored her so far. Even the last letter, when they said they would refund what she had confirmation for didn’t include any information that there is ongoing police investigation. I feel […]
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Two nurses
I spoke with two nurses from mum’s care home and they both told me I don’t necessarily need to move mum, she’ll have a good care where she is and her money can be spent later on something. But I feel bad about keeping it. It’s not mine. I can’t spend it knowing my mum […]
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11.30am – can’t go this way
So I went to Piotrków Trybunalski to check my mum’s bank account as power of attorney has already been registered. So the good thing is no more money has been stolen, mum has enough for 4 years of a private care home (if I add her pension) but POA doesn’t allow me to use online […]
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3.06am feeling vulnerable again
5h of sleep. Not quite enough but no risk of psychosis. Mind you, I’d have to have my sleep severely restricted for more than one night to develop an episode. The last time it was like 1-2h of sleep for around a week before it happened. I’m worried about mum’s money again. How come bank […]
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14.55 – keep walking, you may get somewhere one day
I left the hostel at 9.20 to get to the police station by 10. Only during my investigation two other people called regarding the same case. The policeman said that if bank don’t take responsibility this may take more than a year to sort out. Police station is close to my mum’s care home so […]
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8.35am – am I autistic enough
That’s what I’m wondering about sometimes. I describe ‘normal life’ here, even though having a massive leak in the kitchen, being victim of fraud or serious workplace harassment is certainly not normal, but I guess you may know what I mean: I don’t write about sensory issues (even though I’m oversensitive to noise), I don’t […]
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7.45am
I’m kind of ready with mum’s bank statements. They’re very confusing. 3 accounts, I don’t know what for really, to make the matter more confusing I guess. There was at least one more that I was given authorisation to use, that I never took any advantage of and this one got closed and we never […]
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