Tag: employment
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Having a mini meltdown
The last couple of days I tried to look for a job the same way a neurotypical person would, or at least how I imagine they do it. That means applying for every job that I think I have chances of getting, even if I don’t particularly want to work in that place. And the […]
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Fragile
This post will be about parcel tape, or at least that’s how it’s going to start as I may then move onto something else. So, I finally decided that it’s time to post my mum’s clothes to her care home. I feel kind of sorry for her that I didn’t do it earlier but not […]
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Everyone puts themselves into trouble sometimes
That’s what I just read in an article about how to look for a job after one has been fired. Well, I hope this is actually true because right now it feels like it’s just me. And anyway, here you are, me waking up early with anxiety again. I did apply for approximately 10 jobs […]
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Home at last
I felt very weird when I went into my flat yesterday, it seemed like something is different. I remember thinking to myself ‘this is your home now’. I never thought about it as my home, home was in Smardzewice, the flat in Swindon was only a place where I lived. I suppose now, after I […]
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Another day…
Trigger warning: mentions self harm but also talks about nice weather and speaking up. It was another warm and sunny day so I made an effort to spend couple of hours outdoors. It still surprises me how the town changed over the years, since I was in secondary school. We didn’t have McDonald’s at the […]
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My future job
I spent significant amount of time reading online about being put on DBS barred list. I was, at some point, looking at it as a way of moving on from working in care but I decided it’s not what I really want. It would be like the mistake I made while being under stress meant […]
Autistic and me 