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I miss mum
After the situation when my mum was asleep when I called, I didn’t call again. I find it very difficult to speak with her. I wouldn’t know what to say if she says she wants to be back in Smardzewice, where her home is. It would be very difficult for me to decide if I…
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‘The Company’
My post in Status quo about Home Group (aka The Company) is still up and I’m not psychotic. I only posted about it as I was under enormous stress, on one side I had my mum, the fraud, power of attorney and me trying to work out whether I should tell my mum that she…
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Nice weather
Except of the day that I spent in Kraków on the way to my family home this is the first day with a really good weather. I spent quite a lot of time walking outside but every now and then had to come back indoors. I don’t really understand that, it feels that being outside,…
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My mind is blank
I thought I was feeling better but when I was looking at my mum’s bank statements I could barely work out what’s on them. It’s 10.25 and it suddenly got very hot. I had to take my coat off and I hope I won’t lose it. I don’t even know if I will be able…
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Feeling better
I only realised on my second day here that there is an adventure park just outside of the building. I guess due to stress I was under I couldn’t make sense of what I was seeing. There is also an outdoor gym a few more metres away and a river. When I woke up today…
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Supermarket
I went out for a bit, had a short walk through a nearby forest and went to a supermarket that, what’s not unusual in Poland, didn’t have any small shopping baskets, only trolleys. Not that I needed to buy a lot of stuff but carrying even very few items in my hands was rather uncomfortable.…
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Shutdown
It’s midday and the only thing I did so far was collecting my daily gold gift on Redecor. I’m staying in bed, trying to rest. I took olanzapine yesterday late evening as I couldn’t calm my thinking process. It’s so difficult to make sense of things and accept this family situation is my new normal,…
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What is the truth about fraud?
Now, after several hours, I started wondering if it’s possible that that lady from the bank stole such a large sum of money from people and no one noticed, and then the victims suddenly started appearing one after the other after we informed the police? Maybe she only stole a couple of hundreds from the…
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The call
I wanted to call my mum and the nurse passed the phone to her but I guess she didn’t make sure my mum is fully awake (she likes her afternoon nap) and there was only silence there so I disconnected the call, slightly irritated and then I thought: that is what is going to happen…
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Really long walk
I did probably over 12km of walk today. I wish Google map could measure that (or maybe it does? How do I set it up?). I had to do various things in various parts of town and felt like I couldn’t even get on a bus, I had to walk instead. That’s how stressed I…
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