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14.55 – keep walking, you may get somewhere one day
I left the hostel at 9.20 to get to the police station by 10. Only during my investigation two other people called regarding the same case. The policeman said that if bank don’t take responsibility this may take more than a year to sort out. Police station is close to my mum’s care home so…
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8.35am – am I autistic enough
That’s what I’m wondering about sometimes. I describe ‘normal life’ here, even though having a massive leak in the kitchen, being victim of fraud or serious workplace harassment is certainly not normal, but I guess you may know what I mean: I don’t write about sensory issues (even though I’m oversensitive to noise), I don’t…
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7.45am
I’m kind of ready with mum’s bank statements. They’re very confusing. 3 accounts, I don’t know what for really, to make the matter more confusing I guess. There was at least one more that I was given authorisation to use, that I never took any advantage of and this one got closed and we never…
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5am
I set my alarm to go off at 7 but it’s unlikely I’m going to get any more sleep. I went to bed at 10pm so it’s almost 7h. I woke up briefly ar 23.30 due to someone banging doors quite repeatedly. I found my earplugs (Howard Leight Laser Lite, the best that I tried…
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Joy of Redecor
After having quite a bit of time with almost no playing it seems I’m back in the game and really enjoying creating those ‘too much’ images. So please do not tell me that they are too much because I already know that and if the number of 10th places I managed to achieve didn’t put…
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Where I’m staying
The hostel is really on the outskirts but it is a beautiful place. I don’t regret at all that I am staying here. Walking to the kitchen to get milk for my morning coffee is an amazing start of the day. I thought I’d feel strange in an empty building but I got used to…
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Second attempt
This is my second attempt at blogging. The first time was when I had Employment Tribunal claim against Home Group (aka The Company). I found it very difficult at the time, my mind was constantly focused on the claim but I didn’t want to write about it so I quickly ended up struggling with ideas.…
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Back at the hostel
I finally know where all the people from the area spend their Sunday: in the adventure park just outside of my window! It’s very busy there today. I feel like I could do with a nap. I don’t know who is going to sort out the papers for the police for tomorrow, I don’t feel…
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Sensory
I went back to the same park, it is almost directly outside of the shopping centre and I spend some time looking at fountains. It was very relaxing. After that I moved towards the area where the outdoor art is displayed and spent a few minutes touching it. The images are painted on massive paricle…
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Difficult memories
I’m in Galeria Tomaszów, our most modern shopping centre, only built a few years ago. Shops are closed but restaurants, cafes and children play area are open. I bought an ice cream and a drink and I’m currently sitting on a fake leather round sofa. It’s not very busy, which is good. Being here reminds…
Autistic and me 