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Should I go back to intermittent fasting?
I don’t have a tag for dieting on my blog, all the posts about dieting and my relationship with food go under physical health. I wonder whether I should create a separate tag for that to make it look like it’s important? If you read my blog regularly you may know that I was overweight…
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I can’t do this any more
It’s close to midnight when I write this post and I feel quite uneasy. I was thinking earlier on to suggest to John that possibly I could come over to his place and we could talk but when I was at work today I suddenly got the idea that’s not the right thing to do.…
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A game I can never win (British public attempts to check how poor I am)
What I don’t like about British neurotypicals is how interested they are in other people financial status. The problem is that they never talk about it directly but instead try to find out things indirectly by asking seemingly insignificant questions and making comments. ‘Are you not taking a taxi? It’s raining’, ‘Tesco is dear’, ‘It’s…
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Accidental proposal (Marni Batista)
Today I thought John is trying to propose to me, but instead he reminded me we’re not in a relationship. Oh well… so I told him not to argue, for the same reason. Not that we argued when we were in a relationship. The rule of thum is, however, if a guy doesn’t consider you…
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Dating advice – Jonathon Aslay
The above is a link to one of Jonathon’s YouTube videos. I promised a few days ago that I’ll find out a bit more about Jonathon and what he is about and I decided he’s ok. I don’t agree with absolutely everything that he says but I think this is ok too – we are…
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I feel exhausted (my body image)
I wonder how this is actually possible? After all that sleep I had yesterday? I think I also had a nap after lunch today but I’m not sure. I mean, I just don’t remember what I was doing between 2 and 3.30 pm. I typed up an email for John, one that adressed his point…
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Lunar feast
That is a title of one of a recent Redecor challenges. And guess what I read? Funeral. This is not the first time when I realised that I twist words that I see to fit into what I have in my head. Possibly that’s why communication with us is so difficult? I wonder, however, if…
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Even more sleep
So basically yesterday, after having two long midday naps, I had two evening naps and when I woke up at 22.30 I decided it’s time to actually go to sleep so I changed into pj, brushed my teeth and slept till 7.40am. I’m sure my psychiatric nurse would be proud of the progress I made.…
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How I marked my mum’s funeral day
I had two naps today for around 4h in total. I wonder if dr Guy Meadows, the founder of Sleep School would be proud of me, or would he feel shocked and devastated? He could be proud because for such a long time sleeping when I was under stress was almost impossible and having a…
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Guide on how to escape from yourself
I mentioned here before that since I started blogging, I sometimes see words in my head like if they were typed up. Those words seem to describe situation that I am in and appear when I’m under stress. It doesn’t happen very often, but it happened again today. Only that the word ‘yourself’ was not…
Autistic and me 