Strange dream and a couple therapy
It’s 9.50am and I’m wide awake. I had a very strange dream last night: at first I was told there is a married man interested in dating me and I was supposed to guess who it was from hints displayed on a large screen and a number of volunteers were meant to gather from my…
Feeling mentally refreshed
That’s a new feeling for me, isn’t it? Some of you may remember how I used to complain about being mentally tired all the time. What caused it? A book I’m reading in Polish. ‘Honey, I killed the cats’ by Dorota Masłowska (you can download English language version from Kindle store). The novel is classed…
John’s life coaching skills
I’m sure I already mentioned that a few times, but you may not remember or possibly you didn’t read those posts: I love talking to John when I have a problem. Even when he is not familiar with the area I have problems with he will always says something that is like that missing puzzle…
My book cover looks like vagina
Apparently. That’s what I was told! Those images are patterns! You know how it feels? I was being rejected for so many years for how I see things and now I wrote a book about it and I’m being rejected again! I’m having a mini meltdown.
Autistic writer’s block
As you may remember I started writing an experimental novel. Why it’s experimental? Because I can’t write a regular novel, or at least that’s how I feel. Being autistic I have problems with imagining how people may react in various situations and I think my characters were rather flat sometimes in my first novel I…
Why do people love Costa?
I found out a few days ago that Costa gives clients free slice of cake (or muffin, shortbread or other sweet treat) on their birthday, you just need Costa app to claim it. I’m not a big Costa lover but I thought I’d give it a try. I downloaded the app and went for my…
I miss Poland, terribly
I didn’t get to blog very often recently and I don’t think this is going to change. One reason is I now have permanent job, the other is the fact that I’m writing experimental novel and I’m focused on that but I think there’s also a third reason for posting much less: my olanzapine tablets…