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My own little bubble
I was wondering recently about the issue of personal hygiene. Autistics may not be very good at that, although it was really confusing for me because I actually like taking showers. As long at the water is the right temperature and the right pressure, showers can be real sensory heaven. Yet, I have on and…
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I decided to recover
As I mentioned probably yesterday, the fact that my psychiatrist prescribed only 7 olanzapine tablets, instead of usual 10, made me think that I must be recovering. Quite precisely, I achieved 30 percent recovery. Going further with that thought, I need to have 0 tablets to achieve 100 percent recovery. Which is what I currently…
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What is a home worth?
1. I went on Zoopla yesterday just to see house prices, in case I wanted to move at some point. I mean, this is if I convince John to move to Swindon, if I don’t I’m staying where I am. On their website I saw that line of text: we know what a home is…
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Carnations
1. I started wondering recently, does art has to be pretty? Some abstract art looks quite messy to me and I don’t particularly like that. I was so pleased with a couple of images I managed to create around a week ago, but since then my brain wants to create things that are more harsh…
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I feel like a real content creator
1. It’s Saturday so John will be coming in the afternoon. We’re planning to play some more Dominion and all the other usual stuff. I miss him. It would be so nice if we could live together, but we may need a large house for that, we both have so much stuff! 2. It’s been…
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I need a change of scenery
1. Me and John decided yesterday that it will be better if I don’t go to Poland for the time being. I am quite worried about the war in Ukraine, maybe not necessarily that Putin is going to attack other countries (although who knows with him? I wouldn’t count on him being logical and down…
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I’m exhausted again!
1. Since yesterday afternoon I’m really exhausted again. I keep wondering if this is because I spent too much time on Pinterest scrolling through images of bedrooms and living rooms? I remember being irritated by the fact that I can’t find what I want, which is a room with mismatched furniture and walls that are…
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Taking things directly again
1. I really can’t help it sometimes – after my visit to the radio today I went for a little walk in the area. At some point I saw a pub that looked a bit neglected, although not quite falling apart yet – the logo and opening hours were still there and there was a…
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I love English idioms
I just received an email from one of the self improvement gurus that I somehow didn’t unsubscribe from yet. All this talk about how we can have everything that we want is not really for me, although I do admit that sometimes a little bit of effort can improve our quality of life a lot.…
Autistic and me 