I managed to create this shape in the morning:
The shape I really like, the same the pattern around it but so much black with the orange in the middle seems almost offending! I spent several hours trying to correct it and it looks like I need to admit defeat. It’s really funny with our autistic focus (obsessivness): somebody else would probably move on after a few attempts, while I was trying and trying. It’s then very easy to decide at the end that I have no talent if I spent so much time on something that didn’t work.
I could probably continue for another two weeks but that would just be too annoying so I thought I’d turn this into a post and then delete this file from my tablet to start a fresh in the evening, after I’m back from the cinema.