I need to make a post about what I think regarding the use of meds for autistic people but for now I am here to say I found diazepam, took one tablet, and I feel significantly calmer. I am in my bedroom, still in my pj (it’s 10am and I woke up at 5!), it seems like it’s going to be a sunny day and my bedroom window is south facing so it should be quite nice here in a bit. I am listening to white noise recording, which also helps me to calm down.

I am trying to work out what I could do regarding Professor Baron-Cohen and his attitude and the ideas that come to my head are not something that a neurotypical person would do, however, I’m not neurotypical so perhaps I’d get away with it?

Oh well, I really wish life would be easier sometimes.