It feels to me today like if there’s no hope. To sort out mum’s fraud issue I need power of attorney and the solicitor may not want to come to the care home due to the new restrictions. Even if he agrees to come I was told we’d have to stay in the hallway. And the hallway there is very dark and depressing. I almost feel like I don’t want to do any of that.

I’m almost angry with my mum how dare she have an accident in those circumstances. Funny, isn’t it? She was always there to help me, and now I have to help her but I can’t.