I feel sad again, being at home without my mum. I wish I could spend more time with her, do stuff like we used to. Maybe make pierogi. She was quite a good cook, not appreciated by anyone in the house really.

I believe she deserves better life that she had and I can’t do anything about it and the care home doesn’t even give any privacy for us to talk.

Maybe I should take her back with me, if she wants to go? What do you think?